Razza Ul-amin Bahar

1994 - 2007
LocationLeeds,west Yorkshire
Age12 years
Cause of DeathNot Listed?
Date of Birth23/11/1994
Date of Death22/04/2007
Visitors2,961 since 06/12/2008
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• Sunshine,spoke on my face for the last morning.Mother came in early to find me awake and
wet.Soft scents in water wash,bubbles burst in her hands.She always smiles,her words forever warm.My
big black eyes dance,she understands my talk and moves gently in my heart with the colour of
light. The room stirs as the sun pours in a delivery of
light,sunbeams grace the air with a delicate display of morning.Today a face will melt,with eyes hot
and wet.If only i could hold your hands to caress your grief and make my cold lips warm.The breast
is silent,but this soul wants to talk.

A mother's want of words
fall on no talk.This life carried away in the stillness of a light.In this room now,your cries fill
an emptied morning.You entered the room with your loving hair wet,you tried to hold on but i have to
let go of your hands my red lips blue.your touch is still warm.
The nourishment of your
nature,i will hold forever warm.I am still with you;I see you breathe in muffled talk,My eyes are
closed in heavy darkness,but the soul is light.The air you stand in,holds my last breath of the
morning.My love for you will live through your tears of wet and i watch you mourn with your hands.

Not everyone can hold love in their hands.I was born,as a special
gift for you to keep warm and bring forth a chair that moved to talk.I lived with an angel who held
her own light and we unified the night with the morning.I leave you with my mouth dry of words,my
heart wet.
Remember me with sunshine and spring rain thats wet.The new seasons will
brighten your mornings.Think of me with eyes,alive with a new light.Our conversations ended all too
soon in small talk.I lived through the generosity of your warm heart,you carried me everywhere in
open hands. All mornings remind me of you,wet
with warm light and an active day full of talk playing in my hands.


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Mandy Barry Wednesday evening

Happy Birthday Sweetheart.

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IN OUR HEARTS YOUR BIRTHDAY IS KEPT,
TO LOVE, TO CHERISH, TO NEVER FORGET, LOVE JUDE.X X

Jude Swaddle (Friend) 5 days ago

hello beautiful Angel,so precious.Have a nice week.Thank you so much for all your love and support.Godbless love always Halina xxx

Listen to Your Guardian Angel

When the sun comes out, that’s me telling you, “Good morning”.
When the wind blows, that’s me trying to get your attention.
When the rain pours, that’s me telling you “I miss you”.
When a thunderstorm happens, that’s me telling you, “That wasn’t a good idea.”
When twilight comes, that’s me telling you, “Good night”.
When the snow falls, that’s me telling you, “Everything is okay up here”.
I may not be there with you, but I’ll watch over you.
I may not be there to talk to you, but I’ll watch over you.

Listen to me.
Look for my signs.
For I am your guardian angel, I will watch over you with great care and love.



This poem was written by Jessie.sent with love by Halina xxx



Angel in Heaven

Angel in Heaven,
Can you hear me?
Can you see me?
If you can,
Please come and help me.

I need you here
I’m scared
You don’t have to do much,
I just need you to be near.
You don’t have to save me,
Just stay close.

I need your comfort,
I need soothing words.
I want to cry to you,
I want you to save me.
But that’s being selfish,
And I just want you near me.

Angel in Heaven,
Did you hear my prayer?
Did you decide already?

Angel in Heaven,
Even though I’m hurt,
I’ll still wait for you.
Even though I’m scared,
I’ll keep holding on.
Even if you don’t come,
I’ll never give up hope.

Angel in Heaven,
Thank you for trying.
Thank you for listening.
Thank you for everything you’ve done for me.
But it’s my time to go.
Thank you for my life,
And thank you for being there.

Angel in Heaven,
I have some great news!
I no longer have cuts or bruises,
I no longer have scars.
All I have now are,
A plain white dress,
A beautiful pair of wings,
And a smile on my face.

Angel in Heaven,
You taught me so much.
You gave me my freedom
And you gave me love.
Thank you Angel and everyone else too.
But the one I should really be thankful to,
Is you.

Angel,
I’m going to help people
Just as you helped me.
I’m going to give hope
To those who need me.

You’ve given me my happiness…

Thank you Angel.

This poem was written Mia S..
sent with love by Halina xxxxxxxxx

IF HEAVEN HAD A PHONE
I CANNOT DIAL YOUR NUMBER
I CAN NOT GET THROUGH TO YOU
I CALLED THE OPERATER
SHE DONE AL SHE COULD DO
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THER IS NO CODE TO HEAVEN
NO I CARNT PLACE MY CALL
THER IS NO NUMBER LEFT TO CALL
I NO I,V EXAUSTED THEM ALL
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IF HEAVEN HAD A PHONE
I COULD RING YOU EVERY DAY
IF HEAVEN HAD A PHONE
THER IS THINGS I NEED TI SAY
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IF HEAVEN HAD A PHONE
I,DE TELL YOU WE MISS YOU SO
AND HOW MUCH WE PRAYED TO GOD
TO SEND YOU STRAIT BACK HOME
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IF HEAVEN HAD A PHONE
THERS THINGS I WANT TO SAY
THINGS I NEED YO TELL YOU
AND THINGS I NEED TO NO
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IF HEAVEN HAD A PHONE
I COULD RING YOU EVERY DAY
SEE MY LIVE HAS LOST IT,S MEANING
SINCE YOU WERE TAKING AWAY
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BECAUSE THER IS NO PHONE
ARE YOU LOOKING OUT 4 ME
IVE GOT QUESTIONS I WANT TO ASK
THER ANSWERS I NEED TI HEAR
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IF HEAVEN HAD A PHONE
I,D RING YOU EVERY DAY
AND HEAR YOUR VOICE AGAINE
AS IF YOU NEVER WENT AWAY
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I NEED TO SPEAK TO HEAVEN
PLEASE I NEED A DIRECT LINE
OPERATER SAYS NO NUMBER
OUT OF LOOK TRY AGAIN NEXT TIME
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IF HEAVEN HAD A PHONE
HOW AMAYZIN THAT WOULD BE
I COULD PHONE AND TALK TO YOU
AND YOU COULD TALK TO ME
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IF HEAVEN HAD A PHONE
I COULD RING YOU 24/7
THEN WE WOULDENT HAVE TO MOURNE
CAUSE WE COULD TALK TO YOU IN HEAVEN
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IF ONLY IF ONLY IF ONLY
IS ALL I SEEM TO SAY
I ONLY WANT SOME ANSWERS
ASS TO WHY YOUR NOT HEAR TODAY
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Mandy Barry 2 weeks ago

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Tributes For Week Starting 9th November


FOR MONDAY

Your presence I miss,
Your memory I treasure,
Loving you always,
Forgetting you never.

FOR TUESDAY

Loving you is easy,
We do it every day,
Missing you is a heartache,
That never goes away.

FOR WEDNESDAY

No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say goodbye,
You were gone before we knew it,
And only God can tell us why.

FOR THURSDAY

Memory is a lovely lane,
Where hearts are ever true,
A lane I so often travel down,
Because it leads to you.


FOR FRIDAY

Wings Of The Angels

A gentle wind blew cross the land
Reaching out to take a hand
For on the winds the angels came
Calling out a mother's name.

Left behind, the children's tears
Loving memories of the years
Of joy and love, a life well spent
And now to God a mother's sent.

On angel's wings, a heavenly flight
The journey home, towards the light
To those who weep, a life is gone
But in God's love, 'tis but the dawn.

FOR SATURDAY

If I Had One Last Day

If I had one last day
To tell you what's inside
I'd tell you that I'm sorry
For all the times I've lied

I'd tell you that I need you
To hold my hand today
I'd tell you that I love you
I'd ask you, please, to stay

You'd look at me and smile
The way you always would
And say "I'd love to stay,
If only I really could"

Then you'd laugh the way you did
Whenever I was blue
You'd wipe my tears and whisper softly,
"Don't cry, I love you too"

If I had one last day
I'd love you from the start
I'd stop hiding how I feel
I'd say what's in my heart

If I had one last day,
I'd say my last good-bye
And that even though you are far away,
In my heart, you'll never die.

FOR SUNDAY

Cry Not My Friend

When you wake up tomorrow
And I am no where to be found
When you scream out my name
To the emptiness around

When every beat inside your heart
Is skipping and unsure
Cry not my friend for I am here,
Inside your love so pure

When the waves that used to touch our feet
Have gone back out to sea
When everything you once held dear
Was lost when you lost me

When the sun that once lit up your face
Is setting far away
Cry not my Friend for time shall pass,
But my love for you will stay

When age arrives and children play
And pain creeps up on you
When loved ones show you happiness
That your life never knew

When all of your expectations are met,
No matter what the pain
Cry not my friend, for I am waiting
To hold you once again

When beauty in your eyes turn grey
And all of the rainbow, white
When strong undying hearts
No longer feel an urge to fight

When winter snows become more pain
Than beauty in your heart
Cry not my friend, for I am here
And we will never ever part

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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
love always mandy.xxxxxxx.

Mandy Barry 3 weeks ago

My Dear Family xx
It's me again from Heaven
With a message from above
Feel my spirit all around you
As I sprinkle you with love...

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I have watched you, as your tears flow
I have heard your silent screams
I know you sleep with visions
Of me visiting your dreams...

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I have come and sat beside you
Placed my hands upon your face
Wiped away the many teardrops
I so wish I could erase...

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I have watched you every day now
Seen such pain within your eyes
I just wish that there were some way
I could help you realise...

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I am happy up in Heaven
In this peaceful loving place
Where I will be here waiting
To welcome you with my embrace...

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You will join me here in Heaven
When your time comes you’ll see
Leave your Earthly cares behind you
Travel on to where you’re free...

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I have heard you ask to go now
But there is more for you to do
I promise I'll be waiting
When your time on earth is through ...

Mandy Barry October 16, 2009

7TH OCTOBER 2009




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Jude Swaddle (Friend) October 7, 2009

7th october 2009

♥♥♥ My Mother ♥♥♥```♥ I see you each time you shed a tear```♥
```♥ I catch it and kiss you, I hope that you know that I'm near```♥
```♥ This place is so beautiful, There's so much to see```♥
```♥ I know that one day you'll be here with me```♥
```♥ The angels were singing when I arrived```♥
```♥ Jesus was there with His arms open wide```♥
```♥ The snow and the rain are just my confetti```♥
```♥I know you'll be coming and I want to be ready```♥
```♥ When you feel the wind, it's me walking by```♥
```♥ I run and skip, I can even fly```♥
``` ♥ When the blossoms and leaves fall into your hair```♥
```♥ It's me planting kisses, yes, I put them there```♥
```♥ The birds are singing to keep you company```♥
```♥ They're especially for you with love from me```♥
```♥ I know that you miss me and feel so alone```♥
```♥ Until the great day when you finally come home```♥
```♥ Please remember as the seasons change from one to another```♥
```♥ I'll always love you ♥♥♥ You're my friend and my mother```♥

Mandy Barry October 7, 2009

6th october 2009

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ჱܓBestest" Angel Hugsჱܓ

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I'm just a little Angel
Sent from up above
To help guide you and protect you
And give you lots of love.
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On those days when you feel lonely
Kinda sad and blue
You'll feel my little Angel wings
Tenderly enfolding you.
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I'm just a little Angel
Come down from Heaven above
Who will always and forever
Give you my "Bestest" Angel Hugs
lv mandy.xxxxxxxx.

Mandy Barry October 6, 2009

30TH SEPTEMBER 2009




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TO WISH YOU A GOOD MORNING, WITH MY LOVE. X



Jude Swaddle (Friend) September 30, 2009
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